THIS IS ME

<1> i don't know why i still believe in this
and i don't get all my fucking helplessness
i can proof whatever you just denied
and you don't see that nothing in here's alright
you think you know me but you don't know at all
what i've been through, trying to break this wall
that keeps me caught in a prison of doubt and fear
i'm tryin' to get myself out of here
this is me - with all my faults and dependence
this is me - so don't expect my attendence
all this pain that i feel, caused by wounds that won't heal
'til i find something new and i face my life's real
and i'm tryin' to escape and i try not to take everything you said
this is me - can't you see that i'm everything you need
and i'm trying to remember, i feel incomplete
this is me - can't you see what you're doing to me
i hate you bitch - you walked out on me
<2> but now i face that every single lie
that you have told was just a desperate try
to keep myself in faithful disbelief
that there's a way out of all my grief
that there's a path out of all this pain
to accept that i'm a simple grain
on a coast with a billion of grains of sand
pick me up i'm running through your hands
this is me - with all my faults and dependence
this is me - so don't expect my attendence
all this pain that i feel, caused by wounds that won't heal
'til i find something new and i face my life's real
and i'm tryin' to escape and i try not to take everything you said
this is me - can't you see that i'm everything you need
and i'm trying to remember, i feel incomplete
this is me - can't you see what you're doing to me
i hate you bitch - you walked out on me