I Want Your Despair

You were a boy, I used to destroy

You threw me away like a destructible toy

You were the love, you were the one

You were the fire in the eye of the sun



You were the life, you were the time

You were the singer of a beautiful rhyme

You were a joke, a hand in the smoke

You took my neck and tied it up in rope



Hey hey hey hey you'll never walk in my way

Hey hey hey hey and all the people say



Why why why you don't want me

Why why why when I was always there

Why why why you don't love me

When you're needing a friend, I want your despair



Its like a battle attack and I'm a loser in fact

I want to love u like that and give a kitten a hat

I want to stay in the hay while the sun is a day

I want to hold your body in different ways



A boy that I made to be played and then saved

A boy I grew up in that they all betrayed

And I'd love just to scream every night of my life

About what they did and how it turned me alive





Hey hey hey hey you'll never walk in my way

Hey hey hey hey and all the people say



Why why why you don't want me

Why why why when I was always there

Why why why you don't love me

When you're needing a friend, I want your despair