I Don't Know

My god is a lonesome, soul-less soul
Where I go when I die, I don't know
I took me the fast track goin' slow
Where I'll end up when I die, I just don't know
Oh, I just don't know
How these kids grow up, and where they'll go

I want to be like Jesus, good and pure
But Jesus, why'd you present me with that whore
I want to be like Jesus, kind and wise
But Jesus, don't let her go with other guys
Oh, well I just don't know
How these kids gon' grow up, and where the hell they go

Bastard, son of Sam
I don't know what I am
Bastard, little child
Runnin' so wild and free
Like I want you to be, in my dreams

I took my time takin' my time
Plottin' out my first degree crime
I was so much better before I knew her
Now I know the only thing to do is kill her
Oh, I just don't know
How these kids gon' grow up, and where the hell they go