Sabotage

I'm bored, that's how it started
Half high and half departed
I pretend I'm broken hearted
Head deep inside myself
Cross sight, I'm 20/20
Hind sight, I'm never sunny
More I think, the less is funny
Real or fake, still can't tell

I could switch my ways
But what would I do with the rest of my days?
I could work this out
But I'm entertained when I'm giving me hell

Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage
Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage
I don't really try at all
Banging my head and my fist up against the wall
Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage

I've got this habit forming
Ignoring everyone
And simple life is stupid boring
Useless drama passes time

I could switch my ways
But what would I do with the rest of my days?
I could work this out
But I'm entertained when I'm giving me hell

Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage
Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage
I don't really try at all
Banging my head and my fist up against the wall
Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage

Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage
Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage
I don't really try at all
Banging my head and my fist up against the wall
Maybe I do it to myself
Maybe I do it to myself, self sabotage