Psalm for Lovers Without Lovers

Heaven, you got to talk to me
Cause even my best attempts are failing me
Thought I, had enough of tragedy
But somehow I still got another love falling apart in front of me

I guess that after the rain ends
I'll be back up on that road again
I'm still looking for that sweet special friend that I can't seem to find

Used to be, I believed in destiny
But somehow I could swear you're just making fun of me
Don't you, lecture me
Cause I'm just trying to do the best I can with what's in front of me

Got to get back up on that road again
And head on up over that hill
Still looking for that soft subtle thrill that I can't seem to find

And could someone please tell me
Am I meant to just suffer alone
They say whatever will be will be
But this is just not what I had in mind
When I signed up for this