Never Feel Again

I just wanted you to know, that I'm leaving
And I don't know for how long
I just need to clear my head, just don't want the words to come out wrong
And hurt you again
I just wanted you to know, that I care about you
And I want you the same
I just don't want to hurt you
By saying all of the wrong things

It kills me to think, how easy it would be
To fall in front of a train and never feel again

I just wanted you to live, happily
Without the guilt of loving me
And I know I'm not the easiest one
To deal with, but I'm trying
I can't imagine life, without you by my side
So I have to go
Because I can't love you like I should
With all these things inside my head