Ill At Ease

I ask myself honestly
To evaluate what I see
I have so many doubts about you that are eating at me
You can talk all you want but your justification's absurd
I will judge you from your actions not your words

I'm ill at ease, ill at ease,
Coming undone at the seams
I wonder if I should trust you at all
Ill at ease, ill at ease,
Looking for something to relieve me,
Brace for the inevitable fall

I really wanted to believe that everything was okay
So when you'd do something fucked up I'd look the other way
I got tired of riding the fence,
It has cost a bit of innocence
But I have found it helps this state of disarray

I'm ill at ease, ill at ease,
No one wants to say a thing to rock the boat or put your act in place
I'm ill at ease, ill at ease,
You just pulled a 180 degree from what you said the other day