Attention

Are you my dad? I dont even know your views on life. while you were mad it seems if jack was your fucking wife. I'm full rage and this is not a stage. For gods sake you got locked in a cage. Why cant i be ablivious? Why cant i be the nieve kid i used to be. Why cant my thoughts be ambiguous. And tell me God why i have to see the awfull things that i see, I feel like i lead him to the drink but i know its the fact that he doesnt think hes a Tempermental Mindfreak, In my prasp i felt his heart sink. SHOT BY SHOT, his face is on fire, this drink is his only desire. people think he's a happy man, but they will never really understand. At the age of 16 i realised i could not cope with his demise. IT was plain to see through my eyes i had to cut the rope despite my size. No more cute little kid doing everything that you say. I wouldnt be the man that i am if it crossed my mind to obey.I WILL NEVER BE THE WAY YOU WANT ME TO BE