Falling Apart

I can't sleep,
it's four in the morning.
Think back to our perfect past.
The choice is yours,
but I don't deserve a second chance.

I wake up with,
heavy eyes and my heavy heart.
State of mind,
I'm falling apart.

You say you know that the worst is over when it just begins to start.
I wonder how you stand me now,
after I caused us to part.

I wake up with,
heavy eyes and my heavy heart.
State of mind,
I'm falling apart.

Time and again, I won't let this end.
And if it can't be, can we pretend?
Please don't say no cause I'll make it so.
Turn right away from you and go.