Living It

Sunbeams on your daybed
It's the afternoon and we haven't slept yet
Last night we both cried
And I still have mascara on my dress

And I don't believe in magic
But babe, I believe in second chances
We're young and we're bored
I'm here at your door
Would it kill you to give me one more?

This is so difficult
I need a miracle
It was so innocent
Love unconditional
Why’re you ambivalent?
Acting unreachable
I'm on the internet
Tryna stay spiritual
Not inconsidеrate
But you didn’t consider it
If you date my bеst friend
Then we can’t be intimate
So insignificant
For me it was infinite
Pinching my skin to remember I’m living it

Throw up in the bathroom
Six months but you're here when I need you
So brave, you're an angel
Hold on to this youth
Let those years do what they'll do

And I don't believe in magic
But babe, I believe in second chances

This is so difficult
I need a miracle
It was so innocent
Love unconditional
Why’re you ambivalent?
Acting unreachable
I'm on the internet
Tryna stay spiritual
Not inconsiderate
But you didn’t consider it
If you date my best friend
Then we can’t be intimate
So insignificant
For me it was infinite
Pinching my skin to remember I’m living it
(Seems I don't need you anymore)

It's only living after all