Faking My Own Suicide

So, I�ve made up my mind/
I will pretend to leave this world behind/
And in the end, you�ll know I�ve lied/
To get your attention/
I�m faking my own suicided/

I�m faking my own suicide/
Because I know you love me/
You just haven�t realized/

I�m faking my own suicide/
They�ll hold a double funeral/
Because apart of you will die/
Along with me/
It�s kind of sweet/

I wish you thought that I was dead/
So rather than me you�d be depressed instead/
And before arriving at my grave/
You�d come to the conclusion/
You�d loved me all your days/
But it�s too late/
Too late for you to say/

Because I�m faking my own suicide/
Because I know you love me/
You just haven�t realized/

Oh, I�m faking my own suicide/
They�ll hold a double funeral/
Because apart of you will die/
Along with me/

I�ll write you a letter that you�ll keep/
Reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep/
You say aloud that you would have been my wife/
Write about that time is when I come back to life/
And let you know/
I�d let you know all along I was.../
All along I was faking my own suicide/
Because I know you love me/
You just haven�t realized/

I was faking my own suicide/
I�ll walk in that room and see your eyes opened so wide/
Opened so wide/
Because you know/

Because you know you will never leave my site/
Un till the day that I die for the first time/
And we�ll laugh, yeah we�ll laugh/
And we will cry/
So overjoyed at the love that�s so alive/
Our love is so alive/