His Car

You can count on me to be a hypocrite
Told you're family about me, I never did
I can't believe how long I lived like this
Now all I see in that mirror, a hypocrite

I can't explain why I can't let go
When you were so far from beautiful
Is it the pain or is it the love
That I should've shown him all along

I used to kiss him in the back of his car
Hiding from the world who we are
I'm sorry for every single lie
I told him you should go and bury your heart
My parents won't ever know about us
I keep wishing that I could go back in time
To apologise
To apologise

I could count on you to be my best friend
In this lonely city we had everything
Out on the streets I wouldn't hold your hand
Oh why, I was way too young to understand

And I can't explain why I'm holding on
To something so far from beautiful
Is it the pain or is it the love
That I've should've shown him all along

I used to kiss him in the back of his car
Hiding from the world who we are
I'm sorry for every single lie
I told him you should go and bury your heart
My parents won't ever know about us
I keep wishing that I could go back in time
To apologise
To apologise