Surrender

it's so damn hard to hold.
this face of mine.
the smiles an laughs,
some psudohappyness.
and you hear it all
and yet it seems so unreal,
and you hear it all
and yet its never the same.

i cant keep going on like this,
this has to end, i need a change.
i cant keep going out at night,
this has to end, surrender...

its so damn hard,
its never the same,
it seems to get worse,
as the days go on.
and i can not change,
what i have become,
and even with you,
i feel its too late...

i cant keep going on like this,
this has to end, i need a change.
i cant keep going out every night,
this has to end, just surrender...
i cant keep going on like this,
this has to end, but i cant find a change.
i cant keep drinking my problems away,
this has to end,
drop the bottle,
drop the bottle,
drop the bottle,
surrender...