Deaf To Your Answers

feelings inside, i show my honesty
wanted to find, the other side of me
to ??? to fit into this world
i've too much pride, i'm a spoilt little girl

how, how much can you take,
the moment i awake
the ??? take other
for no other reasons, i'm deaf to your answers.

i struggle inside, there's always two of me
i dont wanna spiritualise, i just want to be free
too many words, that are playing with my heart
dont be so surprised, i'm too strong to fall apart

i'm hating this silence, this twisted silence
i'm making too much inside
you know i'm always needing your twisted feelings
my mind creates lost conversations inside, lost conversations inside