Intrusive

If only you had known how often I felt alone
But left alone I am squandered.
So left alone, I have wandered through the things collectively pondered-
And left alone, I couldn't answer why.
So please don't ask me why.
Don't ask me-
You asked me why
Didn't you ever see you weren't inside me?
Just accept that you ought go away.
I'll keep my guard up, and move away.
Keep trying to go away.
Left alone, I surrendered.
There is no home for the love I defended.
But now you have the nerve, to say you lost what you deserve.
Left alone, I can damn well answer why.
But don't ask me why.
What a wonder, your clutches pulled us under
Let go and go away.
I'm still amazed to see you trying to open me.
Go away.
Don't ask me why.
All I ever wanted wasn't what you would expect?
Well it's speaking volumes of my faltering levels of respect.
Hey- so we cry over the loss - but I cry for losing me.
Don't mistake my cold complacence as an abnormality.
All this time I thought what I had was real,
But why am I so wounded if your name is an anagram for heal?
You asked me? I'll fucking tell you why!
Am I the same to you?
Can you let me prove we aren't meant to falter into the ways of youth?
When I answer back, with sullen eye contact, you just cried,
You let me go!
And I won't open anymore