I'll Try

I'll try
It's early in the morning
and my senses are not
awake, yet.
And when i think of all
the things i have to do today
i would rather stay in bed.
But there is something, that
forces me to go on, i, i want you
... to know ... that
i, i will try to keep my face
and my head up high.
It's not that kind of easely
as it always seems to be.
It's a strange day i'm walking through
and only strange people i'm talking to.
Nothing's like yesterday,
but nothing quite new.
And so i often wonder,
what to say or what to do.
But i, i just want you
to know ... that
i, i'll try ...
Even in times
of hate and lies -
i promise myself,
that i ....