Mercyfuck

I'm not amused anymore
And nothing's a muse anymore
I sing of love and of hate
But I'm just masturbating my soul

And I don't want to live anymore
And I don't want to give anymore
If I fawn, if I flirt, I just keep getting hurt
And it's taken its toll

I wish I could fuck all my sorrow away
And fuck til the dawn of the next fucking day
Fuck the chorus and verse, fuck the pain getting worse
Fuck it all til I burn

I wish I could fuck all of you til you see
I'm the worst fuck up in all history
Fuck your image and mine, fuck your limp valentine
Fuck it all til I learn

I'm not a kid anymore
I don't know what I did anymore
But on every damn pass, karma bushwacks my ass
And I get it all back

And I don't want to move anymore
I've got nothing to prove anymore
If I run, if I sit, still it all turns to shit
Then it turns to attack

I wish I could fuck all the memory I keep
Fuck the next ten years and just go to sleep
I'm fucked if I do and I'm fucked if I say
I'm fucked if I don't, so I'm fucked anyway

I wish I could fuck all of you til you see
I don't need your mercyfuck sympathy
Fuck your word and your prayers
Fuck your stares and my cares
Fuck it all til I learn