Not Sober

It starts with a quiver
A thought provoked shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me, they don't need me
The comfort of my home
Now feels like a prison
My thoughts liking reason
No one loves me, no one loves me

I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to a fort falling apart
I'm not sober, yeah
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

I lie cause I'm shameful
My movements weak, I stole
A complete lost of control
I'm more failure, I'm more failure
It's like taking the beading
Hung from the ceiling
Your fear is only a feeling
But it's painful, why it's painful

I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to a fort falling apart
I'm not sober, yeah
I'm not sober
I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to a fort falling apart
I'm not sober, yeah
I'm not sober

It starts with a quiver
A thought provoked shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me, they don't need me