F*ck My Life Up Again

Let you down one last time
So you remember you were mine
Count on me
To be something you could never be
'Cause I'll be free from all this hate
You'll be left behind carrying the weight

Come fuck my life up again
I don't deserve to live without pain
Destroy all my confidence again
Watch me lose control and feel ashamed
So come fuck my life up again

The problem's always me
It's just taken years for me to see
You didn't call again last night
Maybe I'm just not worth the fight
I swear to God you saved my life
I swear to God that I won't let you down twice

Come fuck my life up again
I don't deserve to live without pain
Destroy all my confidence again
Cut me down and let me feel ashamed

Our hell was paradise to me
Happiness makes me feel so weak, yeah
Come fuck my life up again

I hope you never let me go through the years
Hope your madness starts to grow
I hope you never let me go through the years
Hope your madness starts to grow

I hope you never let me go through the years
Hope your madness starts to show
I hope you never let me go through the years
Hope your madness starts to grow