Happiness Has A Dark Side

The lights in my room might be the reason to "what's blinding me?'
I aspire and i dream
I know you're reality
Why can't i be satisfied?
Why can't i be satisfied?

Mind is tainted by you

Lately Ive been up, Counting my days till doom
Lately Ive been up, I can't stop missing you

Can you tell me If its worth the wait?
False joy. Being a cynic only makes you a frustrated optimist
Can you find me?
I'll be waiting, on the clandestine side

Let me feel like the future is in my hands
Keep it to yourself in this life we dont care
Underneath the dilemmas that we face are the solutions, repulsive conclusions

Illuminate this cryptic place
Secrets need to be replaced
Bring to life all of my doubts
They need to be erased

Please escape this mental place
GET OUT OF MY HEAD

Lately Ive been up counting my days till doom
Lately Ive been up I can't stop missing you
I dont know what's real
The way you make me feel?
Could you tell me if its real?

Let me feel like the future is in my hands
Keep it to yourself in this life we dont care
Underneath the dilemmas that we face are the solutions, repulsive conclusions