Still Right Here

Lately I've been thinking,
“Throw it all away,”
It's the voice I hold onto,
Spilling all my pieces,
Feeling this control,
Bleeding all the things that slipped away

So tired
Of living like this again
It cycles round and round again
All my escapes that left me broken
Leads me here again

For all the words I've spoken
And the ones who've led me there
Because I still feel something
Burning me, rising, the wanting that's in here
So with my broken meanings
I find there's still life left somewhere
So take your miracle placebos
And know that I am still right here

Another comes your way
Controlled by their mistakes
Make pasts disappear with just pills and some words
Don't ask, follow
Don't ask, follow
Don't ask, follow with just pills and some words

Given up
On logic to pull me through
It all comes down to what you choose
No matter what I've seen or been,
Tell me,
Will this ever end?

For all the words I've spoken
And the ones who've led me there
Because I still feel something
Burning me, rising, the wanting that's in here
So with my broken meanings
I find there's still life left somewhere
So take your miracle placebos
And know that I am still right here