Would I?

I'd have less on my shoulders
I can't tell if I'm sad or bored
Most nights I am not sober
L.A.'s making me colder
I've got voices I can't ignore

Everything is never enough
If I wasn't afraid of love, yeah
I would've hugged ya
If I wasn't so insecure
If it wasn't easy to hurt then I wouldn't hurt ya

If all of my friends wanted to jump
Would I, would I?
If I could feel nothing, if I could feel numb
Would I, would I?
If I could forget you without all the drugs
Could I, could I?
If all of my friends wanted to jump
Would I, would I, would I, would I?