Out Loud

The other night the sky,
Screaming at the wall,
I tried to tell you how I feel,
But I was never good with words,
Pictures on the wall,
Hand over my head
Of broken truth and promises
the things I never said,

How do I love?
How do I love again?

I wish you were here,
I wish you would call,
I was never really okay,
I was never really okay,
And I wish you cared,
I wish you would call,
I was never really okay
I was never really okay,
I just never said it out loud,
Out Loud
I never said it out loud

Holding on to tight
Head up in the clouds
Heaven only knows
where you are now
It feels like your still here
Though I know you left
Your coat is in the closet
And your shoes are by the bed

How do I love?
How do I love again?

I wish you were here,
I wish you would call,
I was never really okay,
I was never really okay,
And I wish you cared,
I wish you would call,
I was never really okay
I was never really okay,
I just never said it out loud,
Out Loud

I never said it out loud
I wish you were here,
I wish you would call,
I was never really okay,
I was never really okay,
And I wish you cared,
I wish you would call,
I was never really okay
I just never said it out loud,
Out Loud
I just never said it out loud,
Out Loud