Picasso In My Head

I don´t know why I´m sitting here
And why I´m waiting still for you
Yes, I feel the coldness inside
It´s no dream, it´s mean and true
I don´t know why I care
I only see you´re not there
I remark that I need your touch
I feel cold and I am freezing too much
I light a cigarette for the last time tonight
I´m concidering should I go?
Me and my thoughts it´s not a harmless fight
Me and my thoughts alone in this night
If anyone could tell me what to do
I would follow his command
I wouldn´t try to break the rules
I would leave but this way I can´t
The hours run by and all I´m doing is
Starring at the wall
I can´t hear a thing I´ve got to
Concentrate in standing tall
How did it come so far?
Can´t image where you are
I´ll keep on staying a while
I´m going insane without your smile
I take another drink for the last time tonight
I´m concidering should I stay?
Me and my fear it´s not a harmless fight
If anyone could tell me what to do
I would follow his command
I wouldn´t try to break the rules
I would leave but this way I can´t
I never felt that helpless before
Picasso is in my head
I´m on my way to get the last shore
leaving nightmares in my bed
Paint pictures in my wounded brain
Accute colours confuse me
I know Picasso drives me insane
Take care with what you see