My Best

I don't believe the the moon or sea, control everything
But it's hard to find relief when I can't find reason or rhyme in anything
So I take to the streets, indulge my needs, avoid everything
There's balance in between, I've been told it seems except when it comes to me

It's like why am I so scared to discover
That chaos starts and ends with me
When there's no other way to unclutter
Or find the sweet in bittersweet

Doing my best
I swear I'm trying my bеst
It only feels like a test if I let it but I lеt it
I don't wanna pretend it only feels like a threat if I let it but I let it
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best

Anxiety's exhausting me, it's a self-made bed
It feels impossible to dream when you can't fight defeat with warped reality
Tried to ignore my soul screaming, "I'm not listening"
So I call up upon my friends to pick me up again
Without, where would we be?

It's like why am I so scared to discover
That chaos starts and ends with me
When there's no other way to unclutter
Or find the sweet in bittersweet

Doing my best
I swear I'm trying my best
It only feels like a test if I let it but I let it
I don't wanna pretend it only feels like a threat if I let it but I let it
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best

(Doing my best)
It only feels like a threat if I let it but I let it
I'm trying my (best)
I'm trying my (best)
I'm trying my best