Oceans

The waves are getting higher,
The tide is coming in.
Washed away my thoughts into the ocean.
Buried within.
Capsized in the great blue.
The current carries me away, it carries me away.
Gasping for breath. I try to breach,
The surface but something,
Holds me still.
It feels like there’s an ocean growing between us, and you refuse.
To fight the currents.
The undertow is pulling me right in.
Pulling me right in.
I'm a cast away, no soul, no care for me or anyone.
Coughing, these lungs are filled with water.
I’m drowning.
Its hard to hear the voices,
When lungs are filled with water.
Hard to breathe, they try to speak
But their words mean nothing,
Nothing to me. To me.
There are two options, sink or swim.
These tides won't carry us away.
I spilled my thoughts & then my soul, my soul.
I need your strength to fight the waves.
The waves. I need your strength.