I Still Wonder

Someone please look into my mind
Tell me what I've written for a second line
I can't see it anymore

Four and four is eight times fine
I didn't notice but I think I took nine
Didn't need it
That's for sure

Down in the middle of a nightmare daydream
I still wonder why

Sometimes I can feel the pain
In the back of my head
And I'm going insane
But I've been there before

And I know that I'm not the same
As I was when I started
For it's just another game
Can't fake it anymore

Down in the middle of a nightmare daydream
I still wonder why

I think I'll take some time
And get myself together
But I know that I'll be back
And I don't really care