Tired Of Trying

Waiting, by your window.
You're not there, You're not there.
Praying, the pain is ending.
You're not there, You're never there.
Because when it all falls down
It falls on top of me.
One look into those eyes.
They want to watch me bleed.
How did I get into this?
How do I get out?
Sometimes I'm almost sure I'd rather die then live in doubt.
I guess I understand
Why I'm here alone.
But all those times that went to waste, I'd stand right by the phone.
Standing here alone
Waiting, still waiting for you.
You won't show, You wouldn't show.
I would do anything for you.
But I tried, But I tried.