Obsession

My fixation, my obsession
Where is your reason?

I'm fucking exhausted running from all of this. Why can't I accept my inevitable death?
What we can not see is not enough for me to blindly believe all of these bullshit theories

Where is your reason?

I can't shake this. I can't seem to get away
This dark cloud of cessation follows me everyday
My fixation. My obsession
I can't shake this. I can't seem to get away. The fear of nothingness after we decay
My fixation. My obsession

Demoralization immobilizes my fearful skin
Blacked out and blinded from my obsession within
I hear weeping sorrows and chants from the prophet
I awaken to my lifeless body inside my coffin
My fixation, my obsession has obscured my reality by total possession

My fixation, my obsession
Where is your reason?
I'm fucking exhausted running from all of this
Why can't I accept my inevitable death?
Where is your reason?