Considering You

These thoughts keep me awake at night,
and keep me dreaming all day.
You were never mine.
It's better that way.
You left me speechless when you said you were leaving.
All the things I never said, I can never say.
I don't suppose its fair of me
to sing to you one more self-effacing song about my pain,
With a melody to break your heart
just because you've broken mine a thousand times.
All the times I was awake trying to figure this out.
Now I think about you just now and then.
I can your not listening anyway