Don't Matter To Me

I show all the love, all the affection
But I'll always feel left out from the party
I always provided protection for you and your friends
Don't you ever think about switching up on me
I think I'm walking in the wrong direction
But I know you care about me hardly
I know I won't ever reach perfection
But that doesn't really matter to me

I was having good times, I was smiling
But you just had to come around to ruin my days
Now I'm lying on the floor, crying behind your door
What am I really alive for anyways?
Hate on me, love on me before you break me
Heartbreak in my lyrics, it won't get better, I agree
I'd have to think you'll be with a new man by next week
So don't bother calling my phone, we were never meant to be

I show all the love, all the affection
But I'll always feel left out from the party
I always provided protection for you and your friends
Don't you ever think about switching up on me
I think I'm walking in the wrong direction
But I know you care about me hardly
I know I won't ever reach perfection
But that doesn't really matter to me

Trials and tribulations, I've been feeling righteous
God knows I've been going through a crisis
I'm the sad kid, the one who's always been quiet
Telling my stories, looking for the highest
Feels like I'm always on bad timing
Life's such a mess, I'm too busy driving
Can't you see I never bothered smiling?
'Cause I spend most of my nights in bed crying

I show all the love, all the affection
But I'll always feel left out from the party
I always provided protection for you and your friends
Don't you ever think about switching up on me
I think I'm walking in the wrong direction
But I know you care about me hardly
I know I won't ever reach perfection
But that doesn't really matter to me