Mamma Im Sorry

First off, I'm still sorry for the stuff that I did
All the lying and back talking shit I did as a kid
I was banging when you told me not
Hustling when you told me stop
And all the stupid shit I did
The love you gave me never stopped
You always came through for me
Not one thing you wouldn't do for me
Sad to say when you heard 'bout them shots that day
You knew it was me
I worried you so much that you got tired of me
I knew it, so grew up, I ain't screw up
Now you proud of me
I remember, coming in
Middle of the night my eyes red
You asked me why, and I ain't wanna tell you
''Cause my guys dead'
You so intelligent you always kept up with what lies I said
I'm so pathetic I could never keep up with my lying ass
And raising me you never thought to worry about me dying fast
And growing up I never thought my actions make you cry sad
I just wanna say, you made me everything I am today
And after all I put you through I wouldn't have it no other way
Ma, I'm sorry

You know all them times I had you up late worried about me
Mamma I'm sorry
I ain't never get to tell you I apologize
Mamma I'm sorry
You know all them nights you calling my phone and
Mamma I'm sorry
Coming to pick me up from police stations
Look, I promise mamma I'm sorry

Definition of a woman
When our problems was taken over you brought us from under
As a youngin' you always told me you won't need for nothing
I just never settled for less 'cause I can't see you struggling
That's why I got it on my own and I stayed away from home
'Cause I ain't want my sister growing up watching me doing wrong
And at the end of the day, it's my life
I gotta learn from my mistakes
All I wanna do is move you and my grandma out the state
Put y'all in some nice estate, name all your license plate
So I grind like it's my time, even if I die today
Even if I die today I just hope you see brighter days
You always made sure I was straight, not a meal I never ate
Jeopardize our friendship, that's a chance I'll never take
All the times that I would scare you, you would never run away
Now every single day I wait to see a smile on your face
All the rivers of tears you could probably cry away
Ma I'm sorry

Mamma I'm sorry
All the lies, everything I put you through, all the times I
Mamma I'm sorry
Went against your word
Mamma I'm sorry
Lot of times I ain't never get to tell you I'm sorry for all the shit I did
Look, I promise mamma I'm sorry