What I Say And What I Mean

walking from my past

but i don't think i've said my goodbyes

sometimes i've just found

that they keep sneaking up from behind



closing up the wounds

i suppose it's best to take some more time

then why do i find

that we've closed every door in our lives?



'cause/and i know you're the only one for me

quit standing in my sleep/dreams



"never going back and forth

i'm only going forward"

that's what i keep saying

"never going back and forth

i'm only going back"

that's what i mean



something haunts my dreams/sleep

don't know what it means



itching at the scabs

only makes my troubles run high

'cause scratching at my sheets

makes my bark much worse than my bite



itching for a fight

it's your nails running over my spine

cause the doors are open

and they keep swirling back to my mind



my screws are loose

my noose is tight

i'm lost

i'm back and forth

i'm in between