The Judas Kiss

All in all
I felt so small
What passed for pride had given in
Blow by blow
As failings show
The same excuses wearing thin
On and on
We sail beyond
Just when the tide was coming in
One by one
Each ray of sun
Somehow never reached my skin
Desperation formed the fool that I'd become
And rhyme & reason lose a war not yet begun
Next time it comes to this
The frozen lips of the Judas kiss, I'll be gone
Next time it wont exist
The beating hearts and another twist in my tongue
Day by day
I saw you change
Just like winter changed the trees
Heart to heart
Torn apart
I'm still immune to days like these
Line by line
Of precious time
I watched the side that no one sees
Head to head
What's left unsaid
Scattered ashes on the sea
Desperation formed the fool that I'd become
And rhyme & reason lose a war not yet begun
Next time it comes to this
The frozen lips of the Judas kiss, I'll be gone
Next time it wont exist
The beating hearts and another twist in my tongue