Wish To God

Their voices in my head,
all the damns that were said,
my knuckles torn and bled,
Here, lying on my bed,
Wishing I were God
Wishing I were God

Fucking bad ass queers,
Sick of all their leers,
Sick of all their jeers,
Wipe away the tear,
Wishing I were God
Wishing I were God

Standing, at my window,
watching where they go,
wanting them to go,
disgusted by the ragdoll show,
Wishing I were God
Wishing I were God

The storm in my head,
the place to go instead,
No truer story read,
a better life, all in my head,
Wishing I were God
Wishing I were God

So the fantasy comes crashing down,
Get up, get out before I drown,
CRASH! Reality returns,
The scorn, pain, it burns
The pain within me churns
I throw out the gate,
the need to satiate,
all thats inside me,
all that corrodes me,
I cannot escape
I cannot escape

Out into the lawn you'll find me,
huddled beneath the ivy,
crying up to take me,
screaming you won't break me,
hating all and then me,
thinking they have envy,
how could they ever envy?
Sitting here I find me,
Wishing I were God
Wishing I were God.