18

Woke up wishing i was 18 again
way before reality took the win
woke up to the sound of my heart screaming
took a second to manage breathing in

how do i take the advice I’ve been giving
how do i let go of what is forgiven
22 don’t seem to end
i wanna be 18 again
i know it’s stupid to think that i’m useless
shouldn’t compare how good i’m doing
i promise i’d be my own best friendif i could be 18 again

i wanna be eieieieieighteen
when life was a daydreami wanna be eieieieieighteen
when life was a daydream

Broke up with 18 of my best friends
I’m still paying back for all their sins
broken bones they cant hurt me now
take a second hear me out

how do i take the advice I’ve been giving
how do i let go of what is forgiven
22 don’t seem to end
i wanna be 18 again
i know it’s stupid to think that i’m useless
shouldn’t compare how good i’m doing
i promise i’d be my own best friend
if i could be 18 again

it’s getting harder to keep my light beaming
and the mirror on my wall is bleeding

how do i take the advice I’ve been giving
how do i let go of what is forgiven
22 don’t seem to end
i wanna be 18 again
i know it’s stupid to think that i’m useless
shouldn’t compare how good i’m doing
i promise i’d be my own best friend
if i could be 18 again