Raw Footage

I paint the walls
in shades of green
i raise the blinds
the light pours in on me
I watch the scene
they fall in love
I must have seen this
a million one times
he runs out to find her in the rain
and he catches her right before she boards the train
and he calls her name
I hear the song
its new to me
but i sing along
so i can feel like
someone new who isnt wasting time on you
but my pathetic life is being wasted by me too
and maybe im
just living life
in a sequence of events
to show the pass in time
and maybe im
stuck in raw footage
for a montage that shows how much i miss you
and why cant life be edited down and sent to music
then at the end of the song
you offer your love
and i refuse it
i watch the door you never come