Blue Box

Everytime you look like this my memories recur
They call my name, ?have you been right??
And point the finger at my naked feet
One step left ? tonight
One step right ? tomorrow
And fear and doubt do they best to dance me dizzy aside
And this all smells like?
But what if ?what if? is the worst
Grinning like an idiot
What if ?what if? is the worst
Hanging on every breath
And it left a hole in my eyes when I tried to shake them off
Wake up tonight you?ll have to catch the time machine
Wake up tonight you?ll get all the scenes you?ve never seen.
Forty-five, half alive,full in drive but all in doubt
About former times, repetition, consequences, past decisions
And this all smells like?
But what if ?what if? is the worst
Grinning like an idiot
What if ?what if? is the worst
Hanging on every breath
And it left a hole in my eyes when I tried to shake them off
Quiet summer mornings whispering sharp shades on the walls
Preparing for the heat
And weightless nights witness that everything?s alright.
Everything?s alright.