I (Don't) Have A Problem

Hello table, we meet again
I'm ashamed but it's okay, I got a friend
I guess we'll split it, take a half
Tell ourselves we're gonna stop and then we laugh

Oh, I got blood in my nose
I got tears in my eyes
Saying it makes me alive
Tried to quit so many times

But I love you, I need you, but I hate you
Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah
I come back, 'cause I need to, I don't want to
Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away
But here I am again

Here I am again

Where did my feelings go?
I tell myself I don't know
Why am I so alone?
Why am I so alone?

I'm in love with the high
And when I come down I die
Say it makes me alive
Oh, but that's just a lie

I can't put a finger on it
There's no reason that I do it
Maybe it's just 'cause I'm not that confident

But I love you, I need you, I hate you
Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away, yeah
I come back, 'cause I need to, I don't want to
Even when I say that I'm gonna walk away
But here I am again, yeah

Here I am again

I love you, I need you, but I hate you