Last Summer

do you know how much time it took you
build the nerve to finally call you
only to find out,
that you had gone far away.
there was something I held onto,
you're gone, so what can I do?
just to see your face
would make it all ok
you left me last summer (i wonder)
is there something I forgot to say?
now I am left here to suffer
do you feel the same way?
and now I find out
that I can't make it here on my own
so tell me when did I
lose control?
what have I done?
you can find I'll be gone for a while
every day I watch you walk by,
and every sencond just seemed to fly by
lost in the thought
of you and I eternally
crushed again I start to pray
some day you will finally come back
do you realize
what you meant to me?
(gone for way too long)