Heartbreak On 33rd Street

standing here
wasted half a year
now struggling on my own
my identity's unknown
i take these pills to numb the pain
the memory drives me insane
and the sound of your voice
still echo's in my head
in my head
its to o hard to forget you
i'm still living with pain
and i cant break free
this ball and chain comes with your name
i cant afford these dreams about you
aspirations gone without you
and im letting to is something i don't know so im forced to swallow this
and accept that im selfish
but despite what we've been through
its still hard for me to chew
think of all the nights
we stayed up late
just you and i
like our first date
the place and time has changed
and i'm easily erased and replaced you mean so much to mean
you're everywhere i look
your everywhere i go
i'm still in love with you