Change Despair

Everything that i've done here into one
in keeping with...
Some earned conviction, some stagnation,
some change despair
Disappointment and odds
in a costume you can't take off
I leave it behind. I know that this time i get in for free

Our latest rendition lame
Reincarnate, return the same
Still the best times are her now.
Now that I'm bored, now that I'm numb
Done, I know this is wrong
Safe in that stance but incomplete
Leave it behind. I know that this time i get in for free.

Some of it's habitual
sometimes the change is not enough
And in the lost empathy
memories of better days.