Shattered

Today I am tired, wasted withdrawn and wondering why
yes, I am curious but I can't seem to trust myself
I am to scattered, my intellect it has been shattered, but I'm alright
I've been waiting for a long time and I've been patient for a long long time
and I've been waiting such a long time, waiting for a change to carry me away
carry me away
How long can I keep myself from going under,
until understanding the thought, this is not the life meant for me
I know I have been scattered, my intellect it has been shattered, but I'm alright
I've been waiting for a long time and I've been patient for a long long time
and I've been waiting such a long time, waiting for a change to carry me away
carry me away
well I've been waiting for a long time and I've been patient for a long long time
and I've been waiting such a long time, praying for a change to carry me away
carry me away