Cosmic

I wanted to write a song called cosmic
I wanted to get a view of the earth
I wanted to be a lonesome cowboy
I wanted to love you 'til it hurt
I wanted the right to misbehave
To satiate my crave

I put these things aside for years
Until laughter took the place of tears
It's like I was asleep, yet now I'm here, I'm here

I wanted to take your place just sometimes
To know the things you know
And why you did the things you do
To say no one time and believe it
Oh I wanted so much, but only needed you

Wasn't it just my choice to make
The bed in which I laid

I put these things aside for years
Until laughter took the place of tears
It's like I was asleep, yet now I'm here, I'm here

I wanted to be able to talk without the interruption
I wanted to sing exotic words
I wanted to find a way to put an end to all of my destruction
Wanted to know what I was worth

Wasn't it just my choice to make
The bed in which I laid

I put these things aside for years
Until laughter took the place of tears
It's like I was asleep, yet now I'm here, I'm here, I'm here
It's cosmic