Fallen

I broke this morning's sweat,
Three A.M.
I'm shaking again.
Thoughts of murdering myself,
Seems it's the only way out.
It's what some people believe to be only in your mind,
But for people like me, it's a living hell...
When I fall.

I think my life is black.

Don't try to come looking for me.
I'm nowhere to be found.
You would not understand
How it feels to be addicted.
I used to have a life, now I fee life has got me.
I just can't fight no more...can't believe I slipped...
And I fall.

There's still time left for me,
I'm not stupid.
I ahve a problem
I know I've let you down; I will never take that road again.
I hope you understand.
Evertything will be right in the end,
Just pray that I'll be strong...strong enough to quit...
When I fall.