Contort

girl - "please don't touch me, i'm afraid what i'll feel, if you love me,
you'll just walk out the door, sometimes i wish i could lay down and die"

voice - "first why don't you stand up and live"

dead skins breaks with nothing left alive
all i've got is my thin tortured bones and my..
clenched fist drawn in faced with my blood shot eyes
bleeding now is the sweat from the tears in my..
somewhere... where the lights meets the dark
somewhere... where the dreams stay so quiet
i hide from the one who contorts me inside
neck breaks falling down a hole of unending sleep
hurts to breathe in a nightmare of wake
a veil of smoke poisoning my blood and taste
gut convulsed spitting out all the consuming fire
watching waiting hoping gripping sinking
taking the slide down the dark
bending breaking hurting folding aching shouting
look for the easy way out.
Open wisdom insight standing walking running
to where i see light
somewhere... where the fear stays inside
somewhere... where the hope gives sight
i hide from the one who contorts me inside
somewhere.. where the sun breaks through night
somewhere.. where i am
i see what you've done and i break down and cry.