NVR RLLY

I don't wanna love you
I've done what I'm supposed to
And I'm sorry if you're hurt too
I can't, I don't wanna fall back in

And then you called me again
To defend and bleed the point to
Promises bend, what’s a friend
Who doesn't hold you down in the end
I pretended I was numb too

You always hold me in the wrong ways
I never know the things you might say
And now it's colder when you touch me
I know you never really loved me
And now I know you never loved me

Silver lining search for pleasure
I don't want to let hеr go
Waiting on forever
Bind and tethеr with my frays exposed
All of these days feel the same
I fill my page, you erase
What has to break for a change in doubt

And then you call me again
To defend and bleed the point to
Promises bend, what’s a friend
Who doesn't hold you down in the end
I pretended I was numb too

You always hold me in the wrong ways
I never know the things you might say
And now it's colder when you touch me
I know you never really loved me
And now I know you never loved me back
And now you wanna go and crush me, attack
Your empty promises and "trust me"s, react
And now you wanna go and fuck me, you're trash
I know you never really loved me back
And now you wanna go and crush me, attack
And all you wanna do is judge me, in fact
I know you never really loved me back