Composure

You're brave but I smell fear
Run deep but choose the shallow
I've not yet walked these halls
But I know that they are hallowed
I've not yet swum too deep
But already I'm sinking
This current is too strong
Don't know what I was thinking

My slow burn plan got too much fire
Say I don't care but I'm a liar

Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Not stay over, fuckin' told ya
That I do not roll over
But my god I wanna hold ya
Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Way too hot I'm boiling over
Shoot me down I am your soldier
Four leaf clover it's game over
Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Drive me crazy fuckin' chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else I loathe her
I just wanna be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
I don't think this will blow over, overnight

So I'll lay down my sword
Middle of the field
And if the danger comes
I'll bow my head and yield
I'll get down from my high horse
Let weak spots be revealed
I'll give the wounds some air
Though they're not fully healed

My slow burn plan got too much fire
Say I don't care but I'm a liar

Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Not stay over, fuckin' told ya
That I do not roll over
But my god I wanna hold ya
Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Way too hot I'm boiling over
Shoot me down I am your soldier
Four leaf clover it's game over
Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Drive me crazy fuckin' chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else I loathe her
I just wanna be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
I don't think this will blow over, overnight

So tie me to the mast
I hear the flood below
And measure up my casket
I give in to the flow
'Cos it's all over now, baby blue
It's all over now, I found you

Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Not stay over, fuckin' told ya
That I do not roll over
But my god I wanna hold ya
Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Way too hot I'm boiling over
Shoot me down I am your soldier
Four leaf clover it's game over
Yes I'm tryna keep composure
Drive me crazy fuckin' chauffeur
Full disclosure, full disclosure
I do not do well enclosured
If there's someone else I loathe her
I just wanna be your shoulder
But my heart's become a boulder
I protest but you bulldozer
I don't think this will blow over, overnight

I'll hold you for an hour
But I'm too damn proud to stay
And I got this awful feeling
You're gonna get your way