It

It makes me feel medicated,
It makes me feel nice and warm.
It makes me feel I'm in control,
It makes me feel like I don't want to end it all.

It makes me feel I have a hold,
It makes me feel like I don't want to end it all.
What is it?

It makes me feel so fuckin psyched,
It makes me feel I'm alive.
And I don't feel the pain at all,
And I don't feel like I just want to end it all.

It makes me feel understood,
It makes me feel beautiful,
It makes me want it more and more,
It makes me feel like I just wanna fuck it all.
What is it?