Consequences

Wasn't me
Wasn't myself
Guess there ain't really anyone else I can blame for my behavior
And this time I'm gonna pay
I wouldn't do those things baby
If I were you she said maybe you she said maybe should think twice
But so much for advice when love is on the line

It's so fucked up
How I always come right back
You don't even love me
Care if the Pain you cause kills me

I'm a big girl
I can take it
Yeah I don't mince words
I'll never fake it
Fully aware of the consequences
Of this I'm not afraid
But I am a woman down to my core
Pretend there is a newborn where the heart is concerned
I may seem ok but inside this shell I die a bit more each day

It's so fucked up
How I always come right back
You don't even love me
Care if the pain you cause kills me
It's so fucked up
How I always come right back
You don't even love me
Care if the pain you cause kills me

And I know I'm sinking to the bottom of a lake
Cause that's where the bad girls go to revel in the fondest mistakes
But I know that I'm not your one
You were just having your fun at my expense
Even with lies while I defend your alibis

Wasn't me
Wasn't myself
Guess there ain't really anyone else I can blame for my bad behavior
And this time I'm gonna pay